Thanks guys for the insight. I hope I didnt come across as sounding too much like a witch. I haven't exactly been the best gf this past year, and he's stayed with me. SFMS that's sounds exactly right, what you said. I hid it well! He had no idea how much I was really drinking. Zigggy, yes I'm getting outside help in AA. Huey, yes, that could be true. I will talk to him more about what I'm going through and what specifically he can do to help. Sorry for the whining.mthanks again.
