I have considered it. I actually spoke to my dad about it this morning. I lost my grandmother who meant the world to me six months ago and I never got to mourn for my loss of her. The exbf actually left me at the wake and took my car because he was so messed up on drugs and i was "being mean" to him.
I actually watched my grandma take her last breath in the hospital so it was a very traumatic time that i completely repressed because i didnt want to deal with him and her loss. Last night it hit me harder then ever after i wrote this and tried to go to bed.
I do not have a ton of money because i am paying for my own college degree and counseling can be pretty pricey. I called a couple places and they are saying about $125 a visit. yikes. If anyone has any insight please feel free to let me know.