I know what i need and want to do but I cant yet
My AH told me on Sunday some pretty horrible things.......I had explained that in the post I wrote.....there are a couple of things that stick out in my mind very strongly......
When Bree turns 12 he is going to get her no matter what......she belongs with his family.
He told me that he had the best feeling in the world when he was with OW and he hasnt had those feeling since then.
He explained how my whole family is F**d up.....one is ********, one has been married three time, one is lying in the hospital half dead.
It is really hard to think quack, quack, quack..........he said to me I said something just as hurtful to him.........I told him i wanted a divorce......(that's it)
Am I looking for someone to agree with me........to say hey your right he is a jerk.......you have no reason to feel guilty if you leave him...