Welcome to SR Troy
How badly do you want alcohol out of your life? Therein lies your answer. For me I was willing to do ANYTHING not to drink. If I had kept drinking....I would have eventually had nothing.
I'm 18 months sober and my tag line at the bottom will always hold true..."whatever you put ahead of recovery, you WILL lose".
Make a plan...we all need support.
Good to have you with us.