TheReader hi thank you! I was looking for other peoples experience not really medical advice. I couldn't figure out how I was feeling. Anyway I'm really grateful this is manageable and I'm feeling hopeful!! I don't want to go back. Besides the 2 months I was clean. I was on and off pain pills for the past two years. Before than I had a year of sobriety. All in all its been too many years of drug abuse. I want too be done soo bad! How did you do it??