Hi DA
I understand all too well how you feel. My Dad took his own life too...And i was also born in Scotland. See, two things in common, we have
For me the anticipation of the anniversary was far worse than the actual day. I *choose* every year, on October 24th, to think of him, talk to him and ask him to help guide me in keeping me sober. That's just me DA but I know that taking a drink does nothing but take me to a DARK place I cannot go back to.
I may not know answers as to why he took his own life, but one thing I know for certain, he
does not want me to drink over ANYTHING.
Big cuddles DA...hang in there my friend.