I don't love myself and I don't know why. I have a lovely singing voice, I'm a talented song writer and painter, I have the best sense of humor, I'm very unique, and I have a pretty face. I know these things, but I still don't love myself and THAT'S my biggest problem. That's why I drink. I'm afraid to quit because then I'll just have to be with me and I don't like me even though I have all of these awesome qualities. I've been in therapy for 2 years and nothing helps. More than anything, I want to love me.