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Old 10-25-2004, 06:50 PM
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MightyJester160
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out of all the ways i could have said i quit i chose the header on this thread.. there is no way i am still useing... i am in damage assement and stabilizeation mode... im not new at dealing with my addictive behaviour im just not perfect at staying on top of it.....and you ????

when was the last time you walked on water.

youre coming off a little strong there with your quote...


ect..ect...ect.

i came home tonite looking foreward to trying to put some more of my thoughts down about whats going on with me .. i do not have 30 days sobriety yet so im still a newcomer... a 3 day sober newcomer.. and anything nice or encourageing i can read here helps me to feel like sharing... personal and intimate details about how i have living these last years of my addiction..i really need to get to the root of my willingness to surrender myself to escapeisim. and all the other anti-reality backstepping.

i hear the train a coming its rolling round the bend i aint seen my life in so long i dont know where its been. im not stuck in any prision and time does not have to drag on..

THANX FOR THE REALITY CHECK. for a min there i thought i was doing something.


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