his attitude around having used does not speak recovery at all...he sounds flippant, flagrant, cocky and uncaring.
my boundaries wouldn't allow for such a thing
it just makes life so ugly, so boring, so sick, so selfish, so so so so so so so so .....
on and on and on blah blah blah blah
yeah, fun...shove a needle in your arm, who cares about anything else.
get high, get sick, nod off
real fun
real romantic
exciting stuff
are you done with it yet?