i have been to drs in different states and cities and always get treated like a junky .. even when i was clean for years.. i have anxiety as it is.. i dont need someone looking at me and judging me when they have no idea anything about me.. i will go when im not dirty that way i can tell them i am clean.. i am also waiting to get health insurance and i cant have a precondition on record unless i want to pay an outrageous amount each month.. i am hoping this insurance goes through in a few weeks..