Congratulations on 9 days! And Sissy makes a great point. You are not alone. I'm on 5 days and found a great refuge in this site. When I'm down and can't sleep, I pop on here and it feels like I exhale out the urge. I suddenly don't feel so lonely and depressed. This place is a great tool in the furthering of recovery. I too am very glad I found this forum.
I'm in chat a lot at night (east coast time). If you ever want to talk, theres a good chance I'll be there or a lot of other people that will talk to you and support you.