tjp....you will take his call when you are ready and not before. What this is saying is that you know how to protect yourself, maintain your boundires and love your son all at the same time.
You will know when the time is right to speak with him and you will act in a way that is right for you!
You are in such a wonderful healthy space right now!!! I hope you are appreciating that in yourself! Please......take a moment to appreciate that!!