As some of you know my son is in jail right now... I don't feel like taking his (collect) calls. He's called consistently for the last 3 days but I don't want to hear how miserable he is or listen to more suicide threats or empty promises he will make. I am feeling very guilty about it but not enough that I'm picking up the phone. i feel like I'm being a bad mom and it really sucks to feel this way. I feel like my well is dry and I have nothing to offer him...so I just don't take his calls. What is this really saying about ME?
