We can only surrender by honestly admitting our powerlessness and accepting our disease. This begins the process of accepting ourselves. You have begun your process and are on the right track. Find meetings in your area and begin attending. There will be people there who can help you and we will be here to help you too. Welcome! Keep coming back.
'You who are on the road, must have a code that you can live by. And so, become yourself, because the past, is just a good-bye.'
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