Thanks Amy --- time is the healer of all things and i need to realize that there's no straight and easy path for grieving.
I decided this evening to write to Chris about all thats mulling around in my head - good, bad and the very ugly. So, I got a mini bound blank notebook and am going to write in it until next Wednesday where I will take it to the event his friends and i are holding, and throw it into the fire pit. Ive done a few pages so far and it's been somewhat cathartic --- that I'm doing "something" and getting it all out.
Someone said to me journaling is therapeutic and I have to agree with them. However, when it's all said on paper, the best thing (for me at least) is to drop it in the flames, and release it into the Heavens.
I can't wait.
