Going to drop forums, but I will check in
The more I keep coming here the more I keep thinking about my drinking issues... and then I crave booze. Instead of coming here and then craving a beer, I am simple going to stay away and do productive things to keep my mind busy. When I am productive my work matters and nothing else.
I will however come by to let you all know how it is going for me on my first goal at being sober: two year mark. Unless I feel I really need support I will come by every quarter I have not touched booze. Then I may also have helpful advice instead of speaking from a newbie perspective on sober living.