This morning when i was getting ready for work i looked at that face in the mirror and i finally recognized the person that I saw. I wasnt scurrying to cover bags under my eyes with any magic potion, i wasnt dousing my eyeballs with visine, i wasnt ashamed to look at myself. This road that I am on is my road. i have not maintained perfect adherence, and for that I am not ashamed. This is all a learning experience. I am doing much better than i have been in the past and the last 3 weeks, my habits have changed quite a bit for the better. I am finding that I dont NEED the things i have NEEDED in the past, or had convinced myself that I needed! I need different things now. Quiet time on my chair, lurking on sr, reading stories, researching my grandaprents illness', and being happy with just being, Anyways, have a wonderful day sr! i know that I will! peace out!
