I'm glad you ditched him....some loves are not in our best interest
There is no reason to stay in an abusive relationship...
however...
You were drinking before..during and after the abusive man was around.
Sooo to me...that is where you need to get serious help.
There are many ways to get and stay sober....please find something that
gives you a new life with a joyous sober future...
Welcome back...
