Totally agree and wow , I have had a mix of them , SSRI's were the worst. Last week saw another state of mania induced by alcohol and probably enhanced by anti D drugs. The drugs won't work at all on the depression if you drink period. The question is , is the depression from alcohol abuse over the years in my case.
I know they won't work if I drink but somehow I delude myself that I can drink normally or just have one and this time that has to end. I am at the blackest hour I have ever been , wife and kids gone , job hanging by a thread .....time to get honest. Luckily I am on good terms with my wife and our kids and I have a boss who I told it all too in mid mania and he is working with me to keep me on.
Shall see what stae my liver is in shortly ....I am worried.