I never seen anyone here who wanted to win against alcoholism lose the fight.
I nearly died from my addiction Sally - it's never too late.
Your addiction will try and tell you how weak you are, how hopeless it is - it's just more lies Sally.
If you can't quite see why you're fighting for yourself right now, remember you have people in your life who love and care for you - they're worth fighting for.
I really encourage you again to think about going to the hospital today, Sally.
Be totally honest, not only about your drinking but about your depression and thoughts of despair too.
D