I have learned that reaching out to friends who dont drink is helpful.
I never had that opportunity before. I surrounded myself with drunks and druggies.
Today i am also going to cook on the grill.
I still feel shameful for the thoughts that sometimes seem to consume but that again is simply the AV trying a different angle.
Either way it comes at me I will bust wide open my cycle of drunk sundays.
Thanks M.
K