I can fix this.
God is going to help me fix this.
And when nothing happened...I guess God doesn't care.
I HAVE to fix this. My son needs his father in his life.
God is going to fix this.
I guess God doesn't care.
With each cycle, I became more and more desperate to find a solution...for God to fix things.
And on and on and on the cycle went. If God's help didn't come in the form I expected, he wasn't around (by my way of thinking). Only through al anon and working the steps did I come to realize that God has been here every step of the way. I just needed to let go and get out of His way. I might not understand His way but I trust it now. It took me a long time to get to this point...and alot of pain and fear and misery. But I'm a stronger person for it now.