Originally Posted by
emmaanglaise 
How do you deal with the crazy things you've done that only happened because of drinking? Do you forgive yourself? I hope so because I feel like I will never be able to believe in myself again.
That's exactly what the 12 steps are for...Clearing the wreckage of our past....And getting right with what is good. A complete change in how we think of ourselves...And others. It's quite a journey. I'd say amazing for lack of a better word.