How's everyone else feeling mentally? I am still really, really struggling. I am full of anger, at myself. I am mad at myself for putting myself in this position. Mad because I will never get to have a delicious pumpkin ale, IPA, glass of wine, etc. Mad at myself for putting my family through this. I'm also irritated by all the happy people I see, especially all the happy people at AA. I just don't see how I will ever be happy again. I'm just angry and not sure what to do about it.
Thanks for listening...