Thank you both so much! I will get the book you resommended. It is amazing that it took me so long to realize that I was not as okay as I thought.
Well, Splendra, the few meetings I went to I felt akward. Listening to the conversations, these people married one alcoholic after another. I felt like that was all my life was going to be. I love my husband dearly and knew we would be together but you never know what the future will throw at you.
My husband has told me on several occasions to let his moods be his and it is not my fault. I don't know why I didn't listen. I am so stuck in my ways I guess. My father is a recovering alcoholic too. He always blamed his bad moods on us. I have a lot of work to do in realizing that I don't control the world. :doh:
But again thank you so much. It fells good to just get it out to people who understand.
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