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Old 08-22-2012, 10:46 AM
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candi7
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Join Date: Aug 2012
Location: Florida
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Originally Posted by gincognito View Post
It's week three today. I'm very irritable for the second day in a row. Having a real hard time being in the office. I can't concentrate and I keep looking for ways to escape and coming back to the most immediate and affordable, booze. I remember this about previous times getting sober, it gets harder the longer I go, though I think it changes a few months out. I love my morning meeting but I feel like **** the moment I leave. Think I'll go down to the street and have a smoke for the third time today.

If I have really hard days I go to more meetings, but I found in the first 1-2 months I had to journal till the crap got out of my head. It's really hard at work when we sober up... keep your head up and run to an AA meeting...
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