Originally Posted by
opiatelove 
Since I can't keep the entire 120 pill script in my possession since I'll eat then up and run out 2 weeks early, I now give them to my brother and he keeps them in his safe. I go over there daily to get my 4 tabs.
wow we have similar stories. mine is arthritis. i get 120, but i run out in a week. i am so addicted that i am scared to give them to anyone since i think they are going to tell me no and flush them. my dad was the only one i trusted and he did that for me. he died in may, so i have been bad off ever since. bad thing is that i will go get on the street and that means stronger stuff. this is the toughest thing i have ever dealt with. i have managed to get to AA for alcoholism and quit smoking. the opiate thing is another story. i've managed to not do heavy doses and cut the ones that are stronger in 1/2s or 1/4s. but it is just a matter of time. quitting is an ever present thought.
side note i have been a pc tech for 15 years. working on ccna.