Still looking...
40 days sober - but this isn't getting any easier.
Being free of alcohol doesn't seem to make anything better - only more miserable.
My wife seems perplexed that I don't want to go to the pub on a Saturday night, stand in a queue for 15 minutes to buy a (non-alcoholic) drink that I don't want (for a grossly inflated price), and then make conversation with a load of drunk people.
I seem to have become very boring....
Willpower still isn't the problem for me - it's the fundamental decision as to whether life is better without alcohol.
How long is it before I feel the benefits?