how did my life get like this, i want the old me back
I come from a family where the men have all had issues with alcohol, ive been in denial for a 3 years but i feel ready to give the alcohol up and get my life back, ive been a very secretive drinker but in the last few months ive been found out, quite a few times and now ive had to omit to friends/family that alcohol is a problem, ive tried to stop but fail everytime, im hoping this time it will work, im on nightshifts the next 6 nights, when im on nights i never drink so im hoping to use it as a start to being sobar, sorry for the long rant
Im so ashamed of myself, i have everything ive ever wanted, my own home, a lovely partner, great job but then i get a drink problem, rediculous really