Good going on five days. I've had many of them. It was only when I realized that alcohol was ruling my life that I could make the changes to enable me to quit.
Have you considered going to AA? That could help with the social part. You'll be around people just like you. There are other programs of recovery, too. Try anything, do anything take action to not take that first drink. Think it through to the end, and the misery it'll bring.
Welcome and best to you.