the last ten minute voice mail I got a few days ago included the line...
"if this is how you want to end our relationship, using a voice message, that's your decision...that's your thing"
our relationship finally ended in February!!!
needless to say, back in the day in the midst of our two year foray into dysfunction and heart ache, I spent hours and hours and hours talking to him, reasoning, pleading, recovery speak, god speak, listening, empathizing...etc etc etc, I guess he forgets all those heart felt conversations that I was spending my life away having
thin air
now, when he gets a couple of months clean he is holier than thou and decides that it's my "issue" if I don't pick up the phone to listen to the newest spin about how he has found god, that I deserve to see his miracle...that he deserves to see my most recent successes...(which are all the good things happening in my life since he's been gone)
wow