Welcome back and dont be so hard on yourself. You specially dont need to ask for any forgiveness. What happened happened now learn from it and move forward. Dont stay staled or in the past.
SLIP sobriety loses it priority , this disease wants use to fail and die doing it. All it takes is that first sip.
Well done and thank you for coming and posting . It is hard admitting when we slip up.
Routing for you , you can be free.