I entered my sobriety date of aug 10. I had five great days under my belt and my husband gave me an out, offered me some wine, so I took it. Two nights in a row, didn't get bombed, was pretty buzzed though, and hated it. Didn't do anything stupid, just the fact that I drank it makes me furious with myself. So, here is day 1 again. I will say, that those 2 days one thing that was different, I wasn't praying all day. I wasn't asking my higher power for guidance and protection. I see that is a huge part of my recovery. So today I have prayed a lot, asked for forgiveness and strength and know that i will to drink today! It took a lot for me to fess up to you all and to my bestie who has been going through the same issues. But gotta keep it real! Have a great Thursday night sr! I'll be back to do more reading later! Xoxo
