I was in deep denial too and it was hard to hear the cold, ugly truth.
But please know this to be true...Your addict isn't special, your love can not "fix" him, and your beautiful son is no match for the powers of addiction.
So with that said, how many other active drug addicts would you want near your son? How many other active drug addicts would you like to talk peacefully with? The harsh reality of addiction has changed your life forever. Keep going to Naranon and help you and your son..nothing more you can do. Its all so very sad and so very evil.