thank you so much for all your helpful replies, experiences and words of encouragement... this is a truely great support site
I will stay for as long as i feel comfortable staying... i'm not sure about the toast yet... think i might just pretend to take a sip and then put it down and not touch it again... i'm really determined to get through this... i was losing everything to alcohol and i'm not prepared to lose everything over one wedding...
thanx again xxx