11 days and I still feel icky, my stomach is still a mess although I am tapering down the immodium and I still have the horrible taste in my mouth that no amount of gum or candy can get rid of. I have still managed to go to work and take my kids on a number of outings to museums, beach, pool and of course laundry, shopping and feeding a family of 6. When will I stop throwing up and having stomach explosions. I know the hell of withdrawel is supposed to stop you from relapsing but right now all I can think of is if I take one all this will go away. I know I am into the mental part and supposedly over the worst - no more cold/hot sweats but seriously is this my new normal??