tank you dragonfire, for your words of wisdome.... I do appreciate tem... Did I mention tat my x-usband was an addict to weed and rum.... we've been divorced for 10 years...... e's been sober for almost 2 now.... pretty muc since I left im..... so, i tink I'm gonna stick by and try to see tis one troug... maybe e'll find stregt in me if I keep trying.... I know it's a long sot... but Im just not ready to give up agian.... im not ready to give up on im.... so wis me luck to see it to te end........ and I ope an pray I will ave good news to sare on ere one day....... tank you again........ and keep up te good work :-)