Kitty,
I just went through that with my son tonight. I just want a normal life. I just could have beat the heck out of him just for being unable to take care of himself. I guess I lost my recovery tonight or haven't found it yet. I wish I could just let him be homeless, but I can't do it yet.
I was even thinking that I should pay his rent somewhere else so I can have some peace. That's how desperate I'm feeling right now.
Tomorrow will be a better day.
Hugs,
MG