I don't know. I really don't. It is not like I am drawn to him phsically.....that is a not. Maybe I just want to make his life hell?
Like he made mine for the last few years...I don't know...and I don't think that is it either.
It has me confused and my kids get angry( adult kids) when I speak to him.
I guess it could be my old comfort zone? I have told him clearly we are not going back. I won't do that...no way.
Love Kitty