Good morning, John - awesome job on those 38 days! Remember we didn't get into this state of feeling awful overnight - we surely can't expect to be well overnight. Be good to yourself during this tender recovery stage. Eat well, rest - rest alot! Stay hydrated (I'm very fond of Wendy's Wild Berry Iced Tea - yum!!) and try to get in some exercise. PAWS is kind of funny - one day nonexistant, next day out in full force. In any case, good luck with your court case - don't drink on it as that surely won't change anything and will only complicate matters. We all care for you and are glad you are here. Keep posting, stay stopped, and know you are not alone - we are all on the same ocean, just in different boats. I know you can do this - you already are! Hugs, NBC