One of the staff from renaissance house just called me..
There's a bed open on the 16th!
I have to go there with a two page essay about what happened last time I was there, whats going on in my life and why I want to come back..
I am so excited. At first I was hesitant about going back because I don't want to miss christmas and all the other fun stuff that goes on during the school year, but I realized, MY RECOVERY MUST COME FIRST.
Who knows what bad things could happen if I don't go. Some people are able to get sober without in-patient care, but I really don't think I'm one of those people. This is something that needs to happen. It's going to be so hard at times but that's okay. This too shall pass.
Thank you SO MUCH to everyone here who has given me support, you've all helped me so much and I'm so blessed..
I'm not going to be able to post here at all for my stay there (3-5 months) but I'll be sure to update you guys when I get back.
I love you all
Jake