If you realize you can't do this on your own and are ready top quit, .... then you are ready for NA/AA.
Call the NA number in the phone book and ask to have someone call you... they will take it from there.
If you tell me there is no meeting today and tomorrow you have to work you have your priorities mixed up. If you want a hit today, you'd find it. If you want a meeting today, you'd find it.
All the best.
Bob R