Yeah Hunter, i read all your posts and I don't have the history that you have. I really admire where you have got yourself to and you deserve a huge pat on the back for staying strong.
I only ever used drugs recreationally in my younger years and were never hooked. It's been a long time since I mucked around with them and like I said even then it wasn't heavy use at all.
I have found new empathy for drug addicts who rely for drugs off the street as I can't imagine what it's like to always be withdrawing and trying to get the next hit.
Oh yeah, I didn't mention sitting on the toilet as a withdrawal lol. I spent 5 days of lying in a dark room alone, lying on the couch and sitting on the toilet. Exciting stuff! Anyway, I am fully over it now. I seem to be getting a lot of headaches and I'm not sure if it's related but other than that it was worth going CT for sure!