Lol... the problem being that i am in the class of maybe 10 people sittin in chairs around the flip board (which is a load of crap tbh lol), and then theres her taking the class, alongside her older collegue... so i dont exactly get to talk to her alone... i was thinking on the last day of just handing her a letter saying something like "This may be inappropriate but i have to ask anyway - if you would like to go for a coffee sometime my number is xxxxxx" - because theres no way im doing it in front of that group of people :/ but il be absolutely raging at myself if i dont at least ask... problem is she knows i have issues with alcohol - which is a reason my brain will say "dont ask no one would want to go out with someone like you" .. ack .. it gets sickening the way the alcoholic brain works to be honest