So if you drink again, would that just be one of your foibles? (Interesting choice of words there. It's a way of making flaws sound harmless, almost endearing, yeah?)
Hate--whether directed at yourself, the beast, the bartender, Budweiser, your ex--that doesn't enter into the AVRT scene at all. Not a lot of warm fuzzies, either. It's is a decidedly cool and clinical approach.