So ill..
Hi everyone,
I am two weeks out of detox. I left two weeks early because my asthma medication was drastically reduced by my doctor, as he thought I was overusing it. That may be, but I have had severe, life-threatening asthma all my life - its a scary illness.
So I came home.. My kids and friends wont speak to me, I feell so alone and misunderstood. I've relapsed heavily and am back on 4 bottles of wine a day, and think this may be the end. I'm due to visit a rehab facility tomorrow with my key worker, but the way I feel now I think I will be too sick to go.
I am still grieving so much for my darling husband who died three years ago. I'm 56 - what life is left for me?