G ... What your going through is completely normal. Your AV will be there always trying to get us to drink. " it " is not in control. You are. It cannot drink unless you drink. It quite frankly is nothing unless you give it energy.
When it asks... And it will in very cunning ways. Shut it down. Then you can do what it you want to.
That's the basis of AVRT.
Glad your staying sober and connected here to share.
I am staying sober and have a party to go to. I will be shutting down my AV a lot today. But I want to come back here later and share how I did that.
Have a good day.