Your new life is there and waiting for you! This is your time to change everything, what an opportunity to turn your life around.
DO NOT DRINK TONIGHT. The longer you continue using alcohol to control your stress levels, the more stressed you will feel. It is a depressant and causes anxiety, it does nothing to help it. Believe me. I tried using it for many years.
You deserve your new life, go for it!!
Lots of love x