I completely understand what you're saying. Just the last three days have been killer for me and triggers. I gave in the first day... told myself I was easing withdrawal with a couple swigs. Yesterday was hell but I somehow made it through. Today is another trying day. I'm full of resentment toward my partner, snapping at every little thing. Of everything I need right now, I need to be alone and I can't have that.
Best of luck with your weekend plans, newhouse!