It’s quite difficult to do alone. I know because I tried. It’s certainly possible, others have, but I was not able to do it that way.
At home you can read the first 164 pages of the basic text of alcoholics anonymous here ------>
http://2travel.org/Files/AA/BigBook.pdf
If you want to talk to someone on the phone try this link ---->
Alcoholics Anonymous : Local Resources that provide A.A. Meeting Information